Moved.

http://www.emilykathrynbell.tumblr.com

I don't know

I think I'm losing direction.
Or maybe I never knew which way to go.
I hate being stuck.

Exploring in the woods with Brave

Blueberry pancakes.

This morning I made myself fresh blueberry pancakes, then decided I wasn't hungry. I need someone to cook for.
Rainy days are the worst. I'm still feeling kind of down. I wish there was something to do.. that didn't cost money.

Long day.

Picked up Brave today which started out fairly smoothly.
Then the axle to the trailer broke... 5 miles down the road from where I picked him up. Made some phone calls and had him picked up on the side of the road by a huge trailer. Then got my broken trailer trucked home. Only cost about a million dollars to get him home, Karma? Hope nott.. he's home blah done. ok.

Then Steffy brought over her dogs and tried to cheer me up.



Then I had a big dinner with neighbors, Mander, and Erin.
I have to say its nice to have such great friends.
This summer is not off to a great start. I hope everything works out for the best.
I miss my boyfriend.
I hope brave sleeps ok tonight, he seems nervous but i can't keep checking on him and stirring him up. I just want everything to be ok.
My stomach hurts. I'm tired of being stressed. Stress is really the worst thing for you.
I should write more than just random thoughts.

Lobstah Creep

Bye Alan, Good Luck.
I love youuu.

Last Family Dinner

in North C. I seriously can't believe this year is over. I have one math final in a week before I'm officially done. Time has been flyyyin. Studying and packing tomorrow then home to worcester then off to begin my summer in Pepperell. I hate packing. I'm ready to go home, my home, an official home. Why do I always feel like I'm ahead of my time. Learning to enjoy the moment remains on my top priority of things to do still.

Danielle bought cake, blahhh

Shley

Brought me to my first manicure/pedicure last night.
I don't know how I feel about someone scrubbing my feet. But it was cool. No real complaints.
Then I sat at health services all night. That was even more fun.
Emily Bell is tireeeeeeeeeeeeed.

Winter is over.

First thunderstorm of the year.

Stuck

Again.