Life as a 20 year old.

Does not yet seem to be better than life as a 19 year old. Despite the fact that I've had a black cloud over my head allll summer and it doesn't seem yet to be gone seeing as I totaled my dad's truck yesterday... I can't get rid of the feeling that things are still going to get better.  It's not like I can really give up anyways although I sort of believe it would be nice if when something happens life could stop for a moment to give you a chance to re-gather.

I really need to re-gather.